Game crashes on every load or new game attempt

[Charliehall]

Getting the error "The instruction at 0x000000006AB3FCA3 referenced memory at 0x0000000000000000. The memory could not be written" This happened after validating the steam files. I was getting repeated crashes and was following steps to fix online. After validating the steam files, I didn't realize that it unchecked all of my mods and reset their order and I loaded the game. It managed to load but it was getting pop-ups at the bottom saying characters and stuff could not be found and were reverting to old states or something like that and then the game crashed and I realized the mods weren't checked so I rechecked them all. Tried to have replicate the order I had before and since then I cannot load a single one of my saved games or start a new game. I tried completely uninstalling and reinstalling the game and nothing is helping. Please help me!! I have 150 hours in my game and I love the game. I'd really like to recover my old saves. I had four current saves and four before an import (I added UWE mod) and also the auto saves none of them work and I cannot start a new game. At the very least, I would really love to be able to start a new game. This is very sad.

[Shidan]

Please upload the crashdump from the crash.

If you have a save made before your validation, you can upload that as well, then I can open it in the editor to get the mod list to help you reconstruct the mod list exactly.

[Hatsune_Neko]

i cant find anything on the web for that crash reference number.
so please upload the files Shidan requested.

[Charliehall]

Hey sorry I should have uploaded a crash report or the save. Unfortunately they are gone. I kept troubleshooting until I found a fix that worked. It was kind of extreme though I ended up completely reinstalling and recovering windows on my computer. Even though I backed up the saves to the steam cloud, they all vanished. Steam saved all my other game saves fine So this leads me to believe that something corrupted all of my saves or something like that. Anyways, I was able to start a new game thankfully! Sad to lose 150 hours worth of progress but I am super glad to be playing again!! If anyone comes across this post and they're getting a memory write error like that that makes the game entirely unplayable I'd recommend recovering/reinstalling windows cuz I tried a million things before that with no success. Anyways thank you for the reply and the wonderful game!! Excited to play the second one!